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Dead inside

from G​.​I​.​O. by CarminaB

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I could try to run as fast as I can,
try to hide myself until some when
I will break down again.
I could try to lose myself in drugs,
try to fuck around to make this feeling stop.
But the truth stays undeniable
cause the emptiness is still real.

I need to write down all this pain,
otherwise I’ll get insane.
There’s just no way around:
Without you I feel lost!
I built my dreams upon your promise
that you will never vanish.
But now I’m on my own,
so I’ve to bear the full cost alone.

I could try to erase all my memories,
try to burn your pictures and my diaries
to let the past freeze.
I could try to go with someone on fight,
try to simply commit suicide.
Because truth stays undeniable
just as long as the emptiness is still real.

I need to write down all this pain,
otherwise I’ll get insane.
There’s just no way around:
Without you I feel lost!
I built my dreams upon your promise
that you will never vanish.
But now I’m on my own,
so I’ve to bear the full cost alone.

How am I supposed to learn from this,
without being drowned in this whole mess?
Have you ever thought about me,
when you said that you’re going to stay here?
Or wasn’t it just my adoration that made you feel good,
so you kept me with you?
There are no melodies inside my mind anymore, just emptiness
and questions – so many unanswered.

I could try to live on with what I got,
but the only thing that I really want,
is to be dead inside.
Cause only then I don’t have to feel
what your absence announces with a full peal –
that emotional void, that emotional void!

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from G​.​I​.​O., released June 3, 2012

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